Awaken

She is still asleep?

How much longer do you think she will last like this?

Not much longer she needs to be awakened, she has slept long enough.

Arise Violet arise, you have slept long enough. It is time for you to awaken.

Violet can you hear me? Violet.

Violet slowly started to open her eyes and look around. 

How did I get here? How long have I been out? she asked weekly as she pushed herself up off the bed.

Violet you're time has come, 

become who you were born to be. 

Come and claim you're place 

among you're brothers and sisters.

Violet it is time to fulfill you're destiny.

Our fate is in you're hands do not let us down.

 

  

Long live the Queen they shouted Long live Queen Kara.

I walked down the long aisle to the stand wearing the golden dress with the green trim of the queens before me.

Long live the Queen.

I think to myself is this really happening to me, am I really Queen of Treaira?

Long live the 100th Queen of Treaira

Now that I'm Queen I shall still be myself.  

Long live Queen Kara

Sleep

I'm racing to my bed trying to be able to fall asleep before nine but as I lay down mind mind starts to race around it goes here and there. No matter what I can't fall asleep.
I toss and I turn but that does not help, I flop around but can't get to sleep.
Sleep sleep Oh how I want to sleep.
It seems like I've only been asleep for ten minuets when I awaken and look at my clock which is being quite ridicules and it says it is six pm when I know that it is actually six am and that I should be awake by now so I get dressed and change my time on my clock.
Sleep oh so sweet sleep how I long to sleep

Insecurity

This is the story of Shlila

From the time she when she was just a baby she had always shied away from everyone and everything around her, no matter who they were.

From the first day of school she tried to stay in the back row and had her hair in her face and was always the last one in line to everything.

She started to dress skimpy because she wanted boys to like her and ask her out so she wore low tops and super skinny jeans with lots of makeup on her face.
So when she started high-school she was labeled and called by everyone Shlila instead of her real name Lila. She got into many relationships and had many heartbreaks in her life. She was so shy that if there was a populated room she would make an excuse to go to the bathroom just to get away from talking to people.

She did not enjoy her life and hated the sun. She wondered why God created her and why her mother did not abort her.

This beautiful girl full of talent hid herself from the sun and always wore sweatshirts no matter what the weather. She was taken advantage of on many occasions because of her insecurity. She was almost willing to do anything for someone to like her and I mean anything!! She dyed her hair from it's vibrant dark blonde to towhead blonde with pink streaks in it.
She grew up in a family where she was loved and cared for but they were not really a family if you really looked deep into it. It got so bad that even her parents started calling her Shlila and she forgot that her real name was Lila.
She eventually tried to commit suicide on many occasions but always failed.

At sixteen she was sent to rehab for prescription drug overdose.
She would not lat anyone see her face because she was so ashamed to be alive.

One day when one of her school friends came to visit her in the hospital, when her friend opened the door to Shlila's room she screamed at what she saw. For there hanging from the celling directly in front of her was Shlila, she was dead.
Shlila had hanged herself because of her insecurity.

There was a note left on the desk for her parents that read I am sorry that you ever gave me life I will no longer be a bother to you anymore.
Sorry for all the inconvenience I have caused you
~Shlila.

Shlila killed herself because she did not want to burden anyone and because she thought no one liked her or would marry her because of her messed up family.

Shlila's insecurity killed her

Help find a cure for the disease of Insecurity for it has claimed many

Sad

This is really sad.
One of the family dogs has not been doing good lately.
Her back leg has been giving her lots of trouble lately.
And now we have a girl over who said that Lucy (our dog ) needs to go to the doctors and if there is nothing that can be done about her leg we might have to put her down which is really sad because we have had her for seven years.
She is part of our family now.
Ethel her sister is in perfect health but is not able to be without Lucy very long.
So I might lose one of my best friends.

Weird

People are weird.
Men are weird.
Boys are weird.
Girls are weird.
Women are weird.
Dogs are weird.
Cats are weird.
Birds are weird.
Rabbits are weird.
Gerbils are weird.
Rodents are weird.
Friends are weird.
Family is weird.
Cousins are weird.

The World Is Weird.

Worlds Apart

I stood there looking across the dinning room at Him
It has been at least a year since he asked me to marry him and I turned him down.
We were both so young and naive back then.
And here he is with his new Fiancé.
I wondered why he was here and why she was here.
I sat down at the table feeling so alone and out of place as I faced my empty plate.
When they finally decided to sit down at the table as well.
The fiancé stared at me with a disaproving look and said "Hello, my name is Karleen. What is your's??"
I lifted my head a bit and said in a rather soft voice Shlila.
After dinner was over I walked outside to get some air for my heart was in a tear.
Dominic came out and walked over to where I stood faceing the lake.
He said it is a beautiful evening isn't it. I dumbly nodded my head and faced away from him.
''So what do you think of Karleen he said walking out in front of me?"
"She seems nice enough I managed to choke out with out screaming."
Dominic faced me and said I hope you two become good friends.
I walked off down the hall and started to cry, I still loved him but he did not love me anymore.
I slammed the door to my room and throue myslef onto my bed screaming into the pillow all my fustrations.
"The nurve of him comeing here with her! How can he be so cruel to me! Why does she rub it in my face that I can't have him back? Can't he see I still love him?"
I drifted to my window and saw them sitting in the place where  we used to sit together and laugh while staring at the sunset. I saw the way he looked at her just like he used to look at me. I died on the inside thinking of what I lost when I refused to marry him.
I watched him walk away with her.
I turned on my radio and the song Worlds apart(seperate ways) by journey was playing.
~Here we stand worlds apart hearts brocken in two two two
Sleepless nights loseing ground I'm reaching for you you you
Feeling that its gone can change your mind, if we can't go on surviver time everyone
~Someday love will find you
break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
though we touched and went our seperate ways.
If he ever hurts you, true love wo't desurt you
you know I still love you though we touched and went our seperate ways

As the music played I said in a silent tone to myself
If she ever hurts you true love won't desurt you because you know I still love you.
And I watched him leave for the last time.