Hide and seek Part three.

I pushed and pulled at the boulder for what seemed like ages but finally my hand hit something, I pushed on the stone and a fist size opening appeared. I greatfully gulped the fresh air that had been deprived of me, when I was struggleing with the rock.
I gathered up my strength and pushed again on the large stone with all my strength, the stone shifted a little, so I pushed again on the stone.
And with one final blow to the rock I disslodged it and it opened up.

Now I was faceing a slight delemma I did not know how far that tunnle thing was and I wondered if my family was looking for me by now, it had been six hours since I had fell down that blasted hole and I was famished.
And just as I thought it could not possibly get any worse it started to rain and it became dark and cold.
I huddled in the mouth of the cave completely soaked and miserable.
I heard the thunder crack over head and saw lightning flash in front of me.
I was wet, cold, alone, hungry, and lost.


I knew tomorrow I had to face the never ending Oak forest, to try and find a way to climb back to the other side of the tunnle thing and get home.
The Oaks looked tall and solum as I drifted off into a troubled sleep to the sound of the rain.
  




Part Three.
To be continued..  

Hide and seek Part two

I landed on something strangly soft and weird.
When I looked up where I had fallen I could hardly see the opening.
I got up and brushed myself off and walked around trying to figure out where I was.
When I got bored of trying to think, I attempted to climb out of the dark hole, and failed miserably.
I was stuck!
So I wondered around looking for a way out of this black hole. 






I walked around till I saw a crack of light streaming through a crack in the stone, on the other end of the tunnle like thing.

I slowly ran my hand over the crack and fealt the warmth of the sunlight on my hand.
I lifted my hand off the crack and put my eye to it, to see what was out there.
It was so different then what I had ever seen in my entire life!
There in front of me, or should I say in front of the wall was a Sea of Trees.
There looked to be millions upon millions of endless green trees. 
I knew right then and there, that I had to get out of this prison. 
I dug my fingers into the crack and began to pull at the large stone.


      


Part two.
To be continued.

Hide and seek Part one

Let's play hide and seek?!
Come on Ariana, Tony, and Lizzie let's play, I'll even be it first. My older brother Steven said hopefully. 

I started running around looking for my perfect hiding place.

I searched high and I searched low but I could not find it 

and did not know where to go.

When I ran by I saw Jimmy hide in the shed and Lizzie hide under the bed.

I heard James counting, and I knew my time was short.
(Come on Ariana think, think.) I said to myself.

I ran into the woods looking for the perfect place
I looked behind me, while I was running and I fell down something strange.


  

Part one.
To be continued... 

Here are 11 of my favorite sayings

1. Be your self because everyone else is taken.


 2. Life is what you make it so it's your job to make it right.


 3. You are who you choose to be.


 4. Never back down and never give up


  5. Smile God loves you


  6. God made you special and he loves you very much
 
  7. Laugh out loud


  8. You can shine no matter what you are made of.


  9. Hey always remember to enjoy your life 


10. Friend's are like stars, you may not see them all the time, but, you know they're there. 


11. Some friends come and leave quickly while others stay for a while and leave footprints on our hearts and we are never the same.

Remember me

"Thanks for the ride mom, I'll see you after track." I said as I closed the door for another day of school.

"Hey." one of my friends called to me as she came and walked with me towards the school.

"Whats up?" I said as we rounded the corner up the stairs and went into the building.

We walked into the school just as the school bells rung saying that school has officially started.

After school was over 8 hours later, 

I walked back from track and sat on the sidewalk waiting for mom to come.

I saw one of my friends go into the road to retrieve a football from the road, but I also saw a car speeding down the road coming right around the corner where she was only 60 feet away.

"Lizzy, get out of the way!" I yelled as I dropped my backpack and ran to the edge of the road.

Lizzy just stood there motionless, and in shock at what was flying at her.

I without thinking ran into the road and pushed her out of the way, 

but was not quick enough to get away myself.

With a loud explosion of pain through my body the car hit me and I hit the ground with a crack.

The driver got out with a worried look on his face.

Everyone came and surrounded me as I lay there bleeding, 

unable to move and slowly losing consciousness.

Then I heard a loud scream and looked painfully up to see

 Lizzy standing there looking at me 

with tears streaming down her face leaving a makeup trial along her face.

The next thing I knew the ambulance was there.

The paramedics lifted me up onto the gurney and into the ambulance I was put.

Then I lost consciousness.

When I awoke I was in the ER and my mom and family were all around me.

I tried to sit up but fell painfully back down onto the uncomfortable hospital bed and an explosion of pain shot into my body.

"Mom, Dad?" I said weakly as sparks shot through my vision.

"We are right here, sweaty."

"Tell Lizzy it was not her fault, and tell Jamie I'm sorry."

"Sweaty, you can tell them that."

The pain began to increase and I felt my heart beat began to slow down.

"Mom, please tell everyone I love them."

Closed my eyes as the pain jumped even higher.

"Honey, don't fade on me now." I heard my dad say.

"Don't forget me." I said through clenched teeth as my breath came in short gasps.

"Doctor, we need a doctor."

"Remember me" I said softly as my heart stopped and I closed my eyes for the last time.

I slowly slipped out of my pain and into the soothing darkness of death.

Remember Me.

At my funeral there was over one hundred people.

And on my grave stone they engraved below my name

my last words, and my favorite saying.

Don't forget me

Live, Laugh, Love.

☺☻

♫♦♣♠♥Please Remember Me when I'm gone, Remember Me when you're sad, Remember Me when you need a shoulder to cry on, Remember Me when you are feeling doubt, Remember Me when you need a friend, and always remember I'm watching you from afar, and I'll Always Remember You!♥♠♣♦♫

♫Remember me♫

            

St. Patrick's Day

Happy St. Patrick's Day

Oh laugh and sing cause it's the day of Green and not even Spring.

It's the day of the Irish pots of gold at the end of the Rainbows, 

Guarded by the Fearsome Lepricon.

If you have the Luck of the Irish, you might happen upon one of the famed Four leafed clovers, 

Which is the sign of today.

So all you people (like me) who have Irish decent give a cheer for today is 

St. Patrick's Day


Glorious
radiant

energetic
energy
natural


Irresistible
rambunctious 
imaginative
sly
honorable


Fearless
interesting
radiant
engulfing


 

Happy St. Patrick's day

      

Long live Ireland 

Doctor Who

Is it really better to live and forget or to die and remember?
Is it really??

My cusen Hannah wrote this as well

Better to Die than Live and Forget

There's always a choice

and the choice was clear,

To live or die,

dieing either way

If I was alive

and here today,

The part that died,

You know what I'd say

It's better to die

knowing you,

Better to die

a death that's true,

Better to die

than live and forget

You show me the stars

then take them away,

The boy from Mars

will someday pay

A giant wasp,

called vespiform

I gave you a shock

now for me you mourn

The Ood had foreseen it,

the day it must end

Of Bad Wolf and Daleks

of Dårlig Ulv Stranden

The things I saw,

The things we did,

Now it's missing

inside my head

Is it better to die

and never live,

Yet still be living,

Not knowing I'm dead?

The day I cried

and forgot why,

Not a tear for me

came from your eyes

You gave me life,

Still I die

I feel so sad

and don't know why

You reached inside

murdered my soul,

To hide the secrets

you have to keep

Is it better to die

knowing you,

better to die

a death that's true,

Is it better to die

or live and forget?

The 'wrath of the Hath'

You've got them beat

Your fire and rage

as cold as ice    cold ice, incomplete

We met up with Davros

You thought of revenge

When he messed with Rose,

You burned him again

You're from a race of worms,

you mess with minds,

I bloody love(d) you,

The last Lord of Time

A song that I wrote today

I wrote a song
It is not very good but here it is.

You're not Alone

(I'm there with you)

All alone in your fears

To scared to shed any tears

No one to hold you when the world is against you

No where to turn and no where to hide.

Chorus:

I have been there

I've felt the pain

And I know it is so hard to share the blame

You don't have to be all alone if you don't want to

Cause you, you are not alone no no 

I am right with you you you

So you are not alone  

No one knows you

You're all by your self

You don't belong to them or anyone else

You cry each night your tears of fright and pain

You think it's real, you think it is love

But then it just happens again

Chorus:

I have been there

I've felt the pain

And I know it is so hard to share the blame

You don't have to be all alone if you don't want to

Cause you, you are not alone no no 

I am right with you you you

So you are not alone  

Bridge:

Children laughing

People crying

Life is dieing

Tears are trying to come in

Love is binded

Friends are blinded

You are all by your self with no one to rescue you

Chorus:

I have been there

I've felt the pain

And I know it is so hard to share the blame

You don't have to be all alone if you don't want to

Cause you, you are not alone no no 

I am right with you you you

So you are not alone  

Bridge:

Children laughing

People crying

Life is dieing

Tears are trying to come in

Love is binded

Friends are blinded

You are all by your self with no one to rescue you

I know the cost  is so so great

Maybe it is time to let some one else in on your pain

Tears may come and go 

Love may just let go

Oh oh oh

And leave you all alone

No no no

Music solo:

I may not be right where you are 

But just remember you are not alone.

You are not alone

You are not alone

A-L-O-N-E

I hope you liked it.

Boys vs girls what do they have in common and what are their differences?

Girls VS Boys
What do they have in common 

Girls vs Boys

The differences are very clear.

Boys: Pick fights with other boys to try and woo the girls 
Girls: Flip their hair, walk by to get the boy's attention
Boys: Tease girls to flirt
Girls: Push guys around to flirt
Boys: Can sit in a room and do absolutely nothing  
Girls: Can sit in a room and find anything to do to keep them busy

Boys: Just say whats up to another guy 

Girls: Start a whole conversation on what they did or are going to do with another girl 

Boys: Run around doing silly immature things and are totally proud of what they are doing 

Girls: Sit and act rather maturely while doing silly things   

Boys: Tell their friends to just man up and get over it

Girls: Are willing to go the extra mile for their friends

But what do they have in common????

Both can't get enough of each-other.

Both are human.

Both like laughing

Both are immature and mature (sometimes)

I remember it well (I miss you) Part two

I went over to the next grave stone and cried again as I rubbed the moss off of it as well.
This was my first Fiancé's grave.
I remember you proposing to me on an undercover mission while we were in a gunfight with the others.
I remember almost getting shot because of how you proposed to me.
I remember having to leave for a while to do a different assignment away from you.
I remember you being shot in front of me by one of the bad guys I was undercover with just to see how I would react.
I remember him spitting on your body and kicking you.
I remember killing him with his own knife.
I remember you saying "It will be alright honey" When you knew it would not be.
I remember it all so vividly in my memory.    
I miss you kissing me goodnight when you would drive me home.
I remember being sent to the hospital for trying to commit suicide because I missed you so.
I know it's not the first time I lost someone but it still hurts the same.
Yes I remember it all to well.

I remember it well.

I still love you.

I remember it well (I miss you) Part one

I stood there at your grave brushing moss off of your gravestone.

Memories were flooding over me as I sat in front of your grave.

I remembered you proposing to me at Niagara falls, and how I nearly fell into the ice cold water because of the shock.

I remember trying to convince you not to marry me.
Because of what happened to my last Fiancé.
I remembered you laughing at me when I had the rings on my eyes from the binoculars you tainted.

I remember being at the alter saying our vows, I remember the guy that opened fire on me just when the preacher was saying "I now pronounce you man and wife" and you jumping in front of me and taking the bullets for me.

I remember you dieing in my arms and saying "I still and always will love you" as you died.

I remember you well my love.

I remember it like it was yesterday. 

I will always love you and remember you.

Yes I remember it well.

I miss you, my love

I will avenge you

Yesterday was the most immature day of my life and I axctually enjoyed it.

It was so Spaztastic

Trust in me (and die)

Trust in me, just in me.

Close you're eyes and trust in me.

Slip into silent slumber, sail on a silver  mist.

Slowly but surly you're senses will cease to resist.

Trust in me, just in me.

Close you're eyes and trust in me.

Slip into silent slumber, sail on a silver mist

Slowly but surly you're senses will cease to resist.

Trust in me, trust in me, trust in me.

 Just in me,just in me, just in me.

You're pain will end, if you just trust in me.

there is no use resisting.

Trust in me.

Trust in me, just in me.

Close you're eyes and trust in me.

Slip into silent slumber, sail on a silver  mist.

Slowly but surly you're senses will cease to resist.

Trust in me, trust in me, trust in me.

 Just in me,just in me, just in me.

 

Awaken

She is still asleep?

How much longer do you think she will last like this?

Not much longer she needs to be awakened, she has slept long enough.

Arise Violet arise, you have slept long enough. It is time for you to awaken.

Violet can you hear me? Violet.

Violet slowly started to open her eyes and look around. 

How did I get here? How long have I been out? she asked weekly as she pushed herself up off the bed.

Violet you're time has come, 

become who you were born to be. 

Come and claim you're place 

among you're brothers and sisters.

Violet it is time to fulfill you're destiny.

Our fate is in you're hands do not let us down.

 

  

Long live the Queen they shouted Long live Queen Kara.

I walked down the long aisle to the stand wearing the golden dress with the green trim of the queens before me.

Long live the Queen.

I think to myself is this really happening to me, am I really Queen of Treaira?

Long live the 100th Queen of Treaira

Now that I'm Queen I shall still be myself.  

Long live Queen Kara

Sleep

I'm racing to my bed trying to be able to fall asleep before nine but as I lay down mind mind starts to race around it goes here and there. No matter what I can't fall asleep.
I toss and I turn but that does not help, I flop around but can't get to sleep.
Sleep sleep Oh how I want to sleep.
It seems like I've only been asleep for ten minuets when I awaken and look at my clock which is being quite ridicules and it says it is six pm when I know that it is actually six am and that I should be awake by now so I get dressed and change my time on my clock.
Sleep oh so sweet sleep how I long to sleep

Insecurity

This is the story of Shlila

From the time she when she was just a baby she had always shied away from everyone and everything around her, no matter who they were.

From the first day of school she tried to stay in the back row and had her hair in her face and was always the last one in line to everything.

She started to dress skimpy because she wanted boys to like her and ask her out so she wore low tops and super skinny jeans with lots of makeup on her face.
So when she started high-school she was labeled and called by everyone Shlila instead of her real name Lila. She got into many relationships and had many heartbreaks in her life. She was so shy that if there was a populated room she would make an excuse to go to the bathroom just to get away from talking to people.

She did not enjoy her life and hated the sun. She wondered why God created her and why her mother did not abort her.

This beautiful girl full of talent hid herself from the sun and always wore sweatshirts no matter what the weather. She was taken advantage of on many occasions because of her insecurity. She was almost willing to do anything for someone to like her and I mean anything!! She dyed her hair from it's vibrant dark blonde to towhead blonde with pink streaks in it.
She grew up in a family where she was loved and cared for but they were not really a family if you really looked deep into it. It got so bad that even her parents started calling her Shlila and she forgot that her real name was Lila.
She eventually tried to commit suicide on many occasions but always failed.

At sixteen she was sent to rehab for prescription drug overdose.
She would not lat anyone see her face because she was so ashamed to be alive.

One day when one of her school friends came to visit her in the hospital, when her friend opened the door to Shlila's room she screamed at what she saw. For there hanging from the celling directly in front of her was Shlila, she was dead.
Shlila had hanged herself because of her insecurity.

There was a note left on the desk for her parents that read I am sorry that you ever gave me life I will no longer be a bother to you anymore.
Sorry for all the inconvenience I have caused you
~Shlila.

Shlila killed herself because she did not want to burden anyone and because she thought no one liked her or would marry her because of her messed up family.

Shlila's insecurity killed her

Help find a cure for the disease of Insecurity for it has claimed many

Sad

This is really sad.
One of the family dogs has not been doing good lately.
Her back leg has been giving her lots of trouble lately.
And now we have a girl over who said that Lucy (our dog ) needs to go to the doctors and if there is nothing that can be done about her leg we might have to put her down which is really sad because we have had her for seven years.
She is part of our family now.
Ethel her sister is in perfect health but is not able to be without Lucy very long.
So I might lose one of my best friends.

Weird

People are weird.
Men are weird.
Boys are weird.
Girls are weird.
Women are weird.
Dogs are weird.
Cats are weird.
Birds are weird.
Rabbits are weird.
Gerbils are weird.
Rodents are weird.
Friends are weird.
Family is weird.
Cousins are weird.

The World Is Weird.

Worlds Apart

I stood there looking across the dinning room at Him
It has been at least a year since he asked me to marry him and I turned him down.
We were both so young and naive back then.
And here he is with his new Fiancé.
I wondered why he was here and why she was here.
I sat down at the table feeling so alone and out of place as I faced my empty plate.
When they finally decided to sit down at the table as well.
The fiancé stared at me with a disaproving look and said "Hello, my name is Karleen. What is your's??"
I lifted my head a bit and said in a rather soft voice Shlila.
After dinner was over I walked outside to get some air for my heart was in a tear.
Dominic came out and walked over to where I stood faceing the lake.
He said it is a beautiful evening isn't it. I dumbly nodded my head and faced away from him.
''So what do you think of Karleen he said walking out in front of me?"
"She seems nice enough I managed to choke out with out screaming."
Dominic faced me and said I hope you two become good friends.
I walked off down the hall and started to cry, I still loved him but he did not love me anymore.
I slammed the door to my room and throue myslef onto my bed screaming into the pillow all my fustrations.
"The nurve of him comeing here with her! How can he be so cruel to me! Why does she rub it in my face that I can't have him back? Can't he see I still love him?"
I drifted to my window and saw them sitting in the place where  we used to sit together and laugh while staring at the sunset. I saw the way he looked at her just like he used to look at me. I died on the inside thinking of what I lost when I refused to marry him.
I watched him walk away with her.
I turned on my radio and the song Worlds apart(seperate ways) by journey was playing.
~Here we stand worlds apart hearts brocken in two two two
Sleepless nights loseing ground I'm reaching for you you you
Feeling that its gone can change your mind, if we can't go on surviver time everyone
~Someday love will find you
break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
though we touched and went our seperate ways.
If he ever hurts you, true love wo't desurt you
you know I still love you though we touched and went our seperate ways

As the music played I said in a silent tone to myself
If she ever hurts you true love won't desurt you because you know I still love you.
And I watched him leave for the last time.