Autumn time is here

Autumn time is here

 The leaves are turning color and soon they will be falling.

Autumn time is here, the season of color, the season of thanksgiving.

Autumn time is here.

The leaves are falling and soon the grass will be dying. 

The world is preparing for the long and deep slumber of the coming winter.

Autumn time is here

A time for remembering and a time of forgetting.

A time of joy and a time of sadness.

Autumn time is here

Yesterday was Summer time 

Tomorrow is Winter time 

Autumn time is here

A time of joy

A time of cheer.

Autumn time is here

Spring's new life has grown old

Summer's joy and warmth has gone cold

Winter waits outside the doors waiting for it's time of glory

Autumn time is here

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Hide and seek part eight

I stared at them in complete confusion and it took me a moment to snap out of it, "Where exactly is Aryan's Forest located? Is it in Canada, Russia, Europe, U.S.A, Asia," I asked thoughtfully? "Oh and nice to meet you!"

 It was now their turn to look at me in confusion, "What and where are those places? Are they somewhere in Myrandelho? Are you sure you did not fall out of the tree," Seth and Shane said in turns, while both trying hard to keep from laughing?! I glared at them in mock annoyance! 


"Aryan's Forest is the biggest forest in Myrandelho," Wilson said helpfully. "But shouldn't you know that," Seth asked, before remembering what I had just finished saying? I slowly got up, "Do you guys have any idea how I can get back to Everett," I asked? They looked at each other before answering me with a sad 'no'. 


"Oh, well thanks anyway! I'll just find my way home then," I said glumly, and began to walk off. 
"Wait, Ariana. The Emperor of Tréaria, might know," Shane said! "Really, do you know where I could find him," I asked hopefully?

"We were just heading there ourselves, if you don't mind coming with us," Seth offered.
I nodded in my consent and after we had breakfast by the tree, we headed out.      









I knew somewhere, somehow, I would make it back home. I knew somewhere they are waiting for me to come home














Part eight 
to be continued

Update on me

Week three of High school and so far i have survived.
I'm so fed up with this homecoming jazz!!!!!!
Everywhere I keep hearing about "Oh I got asked out by him," "I'm going to ask her out," "I'm shopping for my dress,"...Exct! I'm sick of it!
Well anyway.........


I have been getting up at 5:30 am and going to bed at 8:00 pm everyday!
I see one of my best friends once a week and the other not at all which makes me sad.


My oldest brother is turning 20 in THREE DAYS which means I'll be twenty in six years!!!!!!!!!! 

that will be me and Spaztastic..... AKA Ashley

Six years till I go SKYDIVING!!!!!!!


I can't wait to be twenty!!


Well this has been a short update on my life!!

When two different worlds collide part one of of the prologue

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dsUi0obJZ34  

The classic story of a love so strong but forbidden between a young woman and a man. 

The story of William a common peasant from England and Adriana heir to the Spanish throne.   

Adriana and William had been best friends since they were small kids. They shared everything including the deepest and strongest love for each-other; but their love was strongly opposed and oppressed by both sides.

Prologue: 

Adriana walked to the edge of the ship and looked out to sea. Her parents and her had been at sea for a day and a half, and she was lonely. Adriana was the only child of the king and queen of Spain; but not only was she the heir to the throne, she was also the last of a dying race.
Adriana was what is called in Spanish 'La vida salvador', which literally means the life savior; the race was called this because they could feel and take the pain of whichever person upon themselves, which evidently made them very useful in battle times!
The defining characteristics of them were; they tended to have eyes that would change color depending on their emotions and feelings,they bonded to one person for life, they were great at calming frightened and or angry people including the situations that they were in, generally silent and reserved unless they feel safe or at peace, tend to avoid confrontation, aloof and adventurous personalities, drawn to people in need (hence the name), entrancing voice, and they always attracted attention no matter where they were.
At only ten years of age Adriana was very adventurous and attracted trouble wherever she went. Her parents never let her too far out of their sight for fear of losing her to spies of the enemy, which would be a double loss on their part.
Adriana gazed into the mist and started to softly sing http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9GXua6gD4Hc
Meanwhile in England, twelve year old William was running deliveries for his father who was the blacksmith, when he heard Adriana's entrancing melody drifting through the wind.
Young William thought it was the voice of an Angel. Something about seemed to call him and draw him to it and when he looked around and he could see other men feeling the same thing, but then the entrancing melody vanished and he found himself on the beach with waves overlapping his his feet.
The Spanish Pearl arrived later that afternoon which caused all of England to shiver.
King Alejandro and Queen Marisol walked side by side to the side of the ship and down the ramp onto the royal dock. "Vamos Princesa," one of the servants called to Adriana! 
Adriana walked with poise to the ramp with the wind blowing her gunmetal blue hair. All of the English spectators were speechless to the beauty of this young child, as she descended the ramp and entered the royal carriage with her parents.                        

    

Hide and seek part seven

I climbed down from the oak tree I had been sleeping in and confronted the people below me.

I was far too tired to even try to run away.


There was three of them, all dressed in black from head to toe. They kinda reminded me of the ninjas I used to watch on TV when I was little; even down to the Katana swords slung across their backs.  



They had been hiking through the forest when they heard me shifting positions and spotted me in the tree. The next thing I know they called up to me which woke me up. Saying "Hey you up there. Come down!" So I obliged them and started to slowly climb down.


Now that I was finally back on the ground they surrounded me. As if checking to see if I was armed. It was kinda funny them thinking I an average fifteen year old girl was a threat. And it was kinda obvious by the way I was dressed that I was unarmed.

And finally after about five agonizing minuets of silence one of them spoke and took off his mask and asked "Where did you come from? How did you come to find this place?" (I could tell by his voice that he was about sixteen or seventeen.) I sat down and motioned for them to do the same then began to unveil my story. "I was playing hide and seek with my siblings. My other siblings had already taken all the usual hiding places and I did not want to be the first to be found, so I ran into the woods that are behind my house to look for a place to hide. While I was running it did not even cross my mind to look where my feet were going. So the next thing I know I am falling down a black hole and am stranded....Exct!"
About five whole minuets passed before I finished telling the whole story, and by then I had their complete interest.  


Then one of the other two guys looked at me "What's your name? Where are you from then?" One of the other two asked me. "My name is Ariana, I'm from Everett Washington. May I ask what your names are and where exactly I am?" I answered slowly. "Oh I'm sorry. My name is Shane and these two are my brothers Seth and Wilson. And you're in Aryan's forest." Shane (the unmasked one) said and indicated to his brothers.

      

Part seven... 
to be continued...  

Confusion

Why so many choices?

I'm really confused!! I just found out that I have a natural talent of prayer and leadership. 

I don't know what is happening or going on.

Now I don't know if I should become a pastor, or follow my dream and become a doctor? Or if that really is my dream?

I'm so confused!!

My family says that I have a natural gift of prayer and leadership. And that I would make a great music pastor or youth leader. 

I just don't know?!

Is God pointing me towards a life on the ministry field? Or is He trying to show me my many options in life? 

I just don't know what He is trying to tell me or communicate to me?  

I'm confused!!! And I don't know what to do or think.

Is my family just flattering me and exaggerating my talent? 

What is going on?

Is God trying to show me my gift and what I should be?

How do I know what path is right?
Which path should I take?
Which path is the right path?

I'm starting a new story and I hope you like it!

It's an old time love story, so it takes place when horses where used for everything and the first muskets were coming into battle. 

It is called When two different worlds collide. 

It follows the tragic love story of William and Adriana, two young people hopelessly in love yet unable to ever be together because they are from two totally different worlds.

Adriana is the only heir to the Spanish throne and the last of her kind. While William is a common English peasant with nothing to his name.

Their chance meeting ended up changing and shattering everything they have ever known.

During this tale a war going on between Spain and England.

Adriana and her parents travel to England for the negotiations for the ending of the war, and that is where and when she meets William (her future lover)

I hope you'll read it and that it turns out okay.

Inner beauty

We see it in all the movies and TV shows, this outer beauty. 

Sure someone is beautiful on the outside but if you could see the inside, you might think twice about asking her/him out. 

While there could be what seems like an ordinary girl/guy but if you could see the inside, you would see a beauty beyond anything you could have ever imagined.

Outer beauty is nice, but Inner beauty is something special. 

You don't always see the heart of someone if you are blinded by the outer beauty, at least not until it is too late and you are going out or are married to that person do you see how they really tick.

But by then it is far to late to undo it all!

I'm not saying that outer beauty is wrong or that it is a terrible thing to have.

What I'm saying is, you should not go by appearances but by what the person is really like. 

Another words get to know him/her as a person first.    

Sometimes you meet someone who is beautiful on the outside and on the inside. 

But you have to look really hard or wait for the right person to come along, or just stop searching  for mr/miss right.

Inner beauty can't be found in the magazines and can't always be seen on TV.

True inner beauty shines through and is more beautiful/handsome then the top model.

Inner beauty is found in the heart. It is a rare quality that not everybody has but it is so special and important to have a happy relationship or marriage.

Because when the inner beauty shines out of a person it is a remarkably beautiful and amazing sight.

Don't go by outer looks or by what is so called acceptable to other people around and look for someone who has true inner beauty;

Because inner beauty comes from the heart of the person     

The Truest Beauty and a Beauty that never fails is Inner Beauty 

Best friends

So I have three Best friends. ( And one cousin that is pretty much a best friend ) 

Spaztastic (The girl who made the blog Spaztastic)

Happy-Emo-Bunnies (The girl who made the blog)

From the Cloom (The girl who made the blog)

And finally Talitha

I have known Spaztastic Aka Ashley, since I was six days old ( yeah I know, long time, right! ) Well anyways she has always been my first best friend..... Because she was my first friend ( If you know what I mean? ) Her family is like a second family to me. 

I'm going on seven years of knowing Happy-Emo-Bunnies Aka Mimi. She and I met at school and were immediately best friends. And I'm hoping that it stays that way. We have always been very close... though you know that not all friendships are perfect.

I have known From the Cloom Aka Hannah all my life ( because she is my cousin ) We are very close since we live across the street from each-other. Hannah is the reason why I made (Space-Out-Autumn) We share the love of reading and writing. Its really weird, Hannah and I used to be worst enemies because we fought over who got more time with our grandma (which truthfully she did) But we have sorted it all out now.

I have known Talitha for six years though we only became friends in the last three years. We went to school together and did Irish Dance together for six years. We have recently become better and closer friends. We bonded in Irish dance because we were put together as partners. We now have a very good friendship.

 To me it's very hard to figure out which are your best friends and which are just friends or acquaintances.

Here is how I separate the three choices; 

Best Friend;  To me a best friend is a shoulder to cry on and one who is not afraid to tell you "you're being stupid" because they usually can tell when you are.      

Friend; Talks to you when you need someone to talk to you. Does not know what to expect when you're being stupid because they don't know you very well.

Acquaintance; Hangs out with you and talks with you when there is no one else to talk to or their to shy to talk to anyone else or you are the only person that they know.

My best friends are very special to me, because they know when I need to talk to someone and they are willing to do almost anything to get me to smile or feel better.

I hope Everyone has very close, best friends like I do! 

Because a Best friend is closer (sometimes) then family.  

Some people come into our lives and quickly go 

 Some stay awhile and leave footprints on our hearts

And we are never the same!

Best friends are the people who leave footprints on our hearts!

Remembering Grandpa

It's been a long time since I thought of her. It seems to get farther and more distant in my memory as I begin to get older.

I now realize that it has been six years since my grandpa died and that it is understandable that I sometimes have a hard time remembering him. 

I remember at his memorial service and funeral my mom sang the song "If you can see me now"

I remember feeling like he is up in heaven rejoicing 

because now he can walk normally and he is in no more pain. 

Let me tell you a bit about my grandpa.

My grandpa was one of the most amazing people in the whole world.

He was the strong silent type but always had a joking side.

He was one of my best friends.

Every-time I would go over to his and grandma's house I would always ask him to read me the Magic school bus or Clifford the big red dog. 

He would always act like he was falling asleep when he was reading the magic school bus, 

and when he read Clifford the big red dog he would always call him... Clifford the big blue doggie instead.

And every-time we would ask him how old he was he would always say "I'm eleventy seven" instead of 77.

He had so many stories from his childhood that were so interesting as well as hilarious.

He would go to the store and buy peanuts to feed to the squirrels...

(Of  course that was before they were evil!)   

But what I will always admire him for is

He was in so much pain yet he never let anyone see it, or complained.

He was my hero.

And I will always remember my grandpa. Though it may be deep down, or hard to recall as I get older!

In loving memory of Grandpa Barr

Everlasting Love

The thought of someone ever truly loving me had never crossed my mind,

till I found out that someone has always loved me for being me, and no one else.

How I found this out was quite simple and plain yet it meant and means the world to me! 

My mom had been trying to get me to start getting involved in my youth group at church for the longest time, and I had always made up some type of lame excuse to get me out of going. But that all changed when I formally met the Woman's leader for youth group.

She finally convinced me to give it a chance, and that I would enjoy myself when I did go. So I promised her I would go and try it out.

As soon as I was settled I felt something that I had never felt before, I felt peace envelope me.

And all the pain and sorrow I have kept up inside of me just melted away like it was never there to start with! That was when I realized I was not alone anymore. After I felt the Holy Spirit's presence come into my shelled up soul.

About two months later I signed up to be baptized, then in August I was baptized.

I now fully attend my youth group and am slowly finding out what life really means and I am finally figuring out that God has always loved me and always will.

I have always suffered with insecurity, it has always been apart of me.

One day in my youth group the girls split up from the guys, and we were given a piece of paper. And on that little piece of paper we were to write down any or all of our questions and insecurities. Then we were to fold them up and put them into a little black box, and the female youth leaders would pray about them for us.

So I wrote down all my insecurities that I have always suffered with.

And the very next Wednesday service I went to the very same leader who convinced me to come back to youth. Came up to me and told me that I'm a beautiful and that I am an amazing person.

And she continued to say that to me every-time she saw me. I could sense God's presence in her as she spoke those words to me. It was like God was telling her to tell me that when I needed it the most.

Every-time I feel week in my faith or am really struggleing in my life I always get this feeling of peace with me.

I am reminded that there is only one God in the whole world who loves me with this everlasting love.

God's love is everlasting 

I never knew that someone could actually really love and truly love me for just being me. 

I have finally found the Everlasting Love and that everlasting love is in Jesus Christ!

There actually is such a thing as an Everlasting Love.

Everlasting Love

 

Remember Sad?

Remember the one post I did titled sad?
Well the dog that I wrote about, Lucy.

Lucy died yesterday morning at around 5:50!
She was last seen alive by my grandma at 5:30 am.
She was almost nine years old!

I lost one of my best friends in the whole world on my brother's graduation day.

She stopped eating
She would not even come to greet my family anymore
She struggled to get up each day
She kept vomiting up her dog food
She was so thin

I remember a happy go lucky dog who was lazy, happy, sweet, and stubborn but always able to make us smile. She would always play fight with her sister Ethel and make us laugh.
This is Ethel.

Here is a picture of Lucy what she looked like before she went down hill.











































I'll always remember my dog Lucy!


In loving memory of Lucy Barr. 
Died June 18th 2011 at age 8 1/2.

School is over ☻ / Farewell Sky Valley :(

I am finished with school for the summer.

It was fun.

I started out way behind and finished ahead so I am thrilled for it to be over but at the same time I'm going to miss this school. I mean after all it was the first 'real' school I have ever gone to.

I started Sky Valley at age seven grade 2 and it was going to be my seventh year in the school till now.

I had some great times, some sad times, and some times when it was plain boring.

I will never forget the memories I made at Sky Valley, or the friends that I have made.

So I guess this is goodbye. I'll miss you SVEC.

Well I guess that is it for the school posts.

I will now start writing normal posts again.

And Happy early Summer! ☻

Say goodbye

Tomorrow is my last day of classes and school.

I will probably will never see some of my friends again.
It's tough to say goodbye when you have been together with your friends for so long.
I know to some I'm not too far away, but to me sometimes it is like a thousand miles away.
I now have pretty much grown up with alot of them, and I'm being torn away.

I don't know if I can survive without my friends supporting me.
It is so hard to say goodbye to family, because family is pretty much what we have become!

I don't know how to say goodbye anymore; I have run out of good ways to say goodbye.

I wish the world would just stop turning so things could stay the way they have always been for me, but of course that is nothing but a wish!

Saying goodbye is WAY harder then saying hello!

So I guess this is goodbye!
I promise to try not to cry!

FINALS

I really really really really dislike finals.

OR AS I AM DIEING TO SAY I HATE FINALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!»

NEXT WEEK IS THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL FOR ME AND I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 I am being random because I just finished my homework after four hours of work!!!!!!!!!!!

Can't wait for summer!!!!!

I'm counting the days now and I only have 8 more days left of school.

☻☺

Random images of boredom

Hope these make you smile like they did with me!!!!!

I'm trying to work on a cure for boredom, but so far I have nothing.

So I am so really really bored.

Good luck to all those with Finals!

They do terrible things to the brain!

School

 
Less then two weeks left of my school and I'm so physicked for it to be over.
My reasons

1. No more homework
2. No more stress
3. No more carrying heavy backpacks 
4. No more getting frustrated because I don't get the homework
5. No more fighting to get to school earlier
6. No more school drama
7. No more tear-filled nights

And finally No more school.
My reasons for wanting it to be over.

1. Camping
2. Sleeping in
3. Fun
4. Swimming
5. Friends
6. Life
7. No more textbooks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   

Memorial Day

Today is the day to celebrate all of our veterans and all our armed forces who have already served or who still are serving in the war.

Everyday brave men and women fight with their lives to give us freedom.

They have little or no regard for themselves; they fight and have fought for people they do not even know, and most likely will never ever meet.

Sometimes we forget how we came to be The United States of America. We forget how ordinary people did extraordinary things for our freedom.

From the begging of our time we have fought to get our freedom. 

We have fought many battles; World War 1 which had over 70 million troops involved, World War 2 when we fought against Hitler, and many more.

Join me in Honoring and Remembering everyone 

who has ever served or is still serving to protect our country.

To All Our Troops We Salute You!!

 

    

   

Happy Memorial Day

God Bless America!!

In God We Still Trust!!

To be a tomboy

I looked up the meaning(s)

1. A girl who enjoys rough, noisy activities traditionally associated with boys.
2. A girl who behaves in a boyish manner
3. A tomboy is a girl who exhibits some characteristics of the gender role of a boy
4. An energetic or awkward girl whose behavior and pursuits are considered typical of boys.
5. A girl who likes rough games and activities
6. usually means someone who's always in jeans never dress or skirt... maybe into her sports .... opposite to girly..
7. a Tomboy is when I girl isn't interesting in girly things such as makeup, hair, ect. Never wears makeup wears boyish clothes and like to do the same things a guys do. Making them most of the time have male friends
8. a girl whose attitude and preferences are geared more to the males point of views. basically a girl who is more like a boy in personality. example: girl doing martial arts and being a mafia gangster
9. Girls who likes things which boys usually like.
   They keep short hair...wear boys clothes....chop trees and stuff like that
10. a girl who likes to play football and wears boy clothes and just prefers hanging out with the guys
11. It's a girl who dresses like a guy and has boyish tendencies.
12. To dress like a guy and act like a guy.

There you have it..... How to be a tomboy.

And now you know if you are a tomboy

Sad beautiful songs

Tomorrow is another day-The Rescuers
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lvoDOHhgaGY&feature=related
Someone's waiting for you-The Rescuers
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lyHX71Z6M7s&feature=related
Baby mine-Dumbo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2oSdgIDyl6Q
Because of you-Kelly Clarkston
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xEE53HdjXQo
The Journey(Who will rescue me)-The Rescuers
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-PATHhsQqI


I'll add more when I think of more.

Hide and Seek part six

As the sun began to set, I finally got up and came to my senses. I gathered my self up and walked back to the cave.

In about half an hour I finally realized I was going in circles, after I had passed the same tree three times!


"What way was it? Oh snap. Which way do I go??"
I said to myself as I slumped against the tree frazzled.
"I can't be lost, Not now!"
The light began to grow dim as twilight began to fall. I knew I had to find shelter for the night, out of harms way.






I jumped to my feet and walked northwest for about another half hour till I gave up.
I leaned against a tree and pulled out my cell phone and of course there was no reception. "Perfect just perfect, might as well just climb this here tree and sleep." I found a good spot and began to climb.


I soon found I was at a safe height so I found a little hollow and curled up to sleep. Praying that I would make it through the night.















Alone in the forest at dark 

































To be continued...
Part six

Wow

I just got back from the Olympic peninsula last night.
And Oh my Gosh it is so beautiful.

It seems so naturally beautiful to be part of my state, but it still is very much the same.
I left on Saturday morning and got to the cabin on the beach at noon.
Where we stayed; we were right on the beach in Neah Bay.

I never knew that life could be so peaceful and quite.

I also took a real boat trip for the first time in my life and went fishing and caught the most fish out of all my family.

So enough about my experience now for some pictures.

 













These are not the exact photos of where I went but they are very close in relation