Everlasting Love

The thought of someone ever truly loving me had never crossed my mind,

till I found out that someone has always loved me for being me, and no one else.

How I found this out was quite simple and plain yet it meant and means the world to me! 

My mom had been trying to get me to start getting involved in my youth group at church for the longest time, and I had always made up some type of lame excuse to get me out of going. But that all changed when I formally met the Woman's leader for youth group.

She finally convinced me to give it a chance, and that I would enjoy myself when I did go. So I promised her I would go and try it out.

As soon as I was settled I felt something that I had never felt before, I felt peace envelope me.

And all the pain and sorrow I have kept up inside of me just melted away like it was never there to start with! That was when I realized I was not alone anymore. After I felt the Holy Spirit's presence come into my shelled up soul.

About two months later I signed up to be baptized, then in August I was baptized.

I now fully attend my youth group and am slowly finding out what life really means and I am finally figuring out that God has always loved me and always will.

I have always suffered with insecurity, it has always been apart of me.

One day in my youth group the girls split up from the guys, and we were given a piece of paper. And on that little piece of paper we were to write down any or all of our questions and insecurities. Then we were to fold them up and put them into a little black box, and the female youth leaders would pray about them for us.

So I wrote down all my insecurities that I have always suffered with.

And the very next Wednesday service I went to the very same leader who convinced me to come back to youth. Came up to me and told me that I'm a beautiful and that I am an amazing person.

And she continued to say that to me every-time she saw me. I could sense God's presence in her as she spoke those words to me. It was like God was telling her to tell me that when I needed it the most.

Every-time I feel week in my faith or am really struggleing in my life I always get this feeling of peace with me.

I am reminded that there is only one God in the whole world who loves me with this everlasting love.

God's love is everlasting 

I never knew that someone could actually really love and truly love me for just being me. 

I have finally found the Everlasting Love and that everlasting love is in Jesus Christ!

There actually is such a thing as an Everlasting Love.

Everlasting Love

 

Remember Sad?

Remember the one post I did titled sad?
Well the dog that I wrote about, Lucy.

Lucy died yesterday morning at around 5:50!
She was last seen alive by my grandma at 5:30 am.
She was almost nine years old!

I lost one of my best friends in the whole world on my brother's graduation day.

She stopped eating
She would not even come to greet my family anymore
She struggled to get up each day
She kept vomiting up her dog food
She was so thin

I remember a happy go lucky dog who was lazy, happy, sweet, and stubborn but always able to make us smile. She would always play fight with her sister Ethel and make us laugh.
This is Ethel.

Here is a picture of Lucy what she looked like before she went down hill.











































I'll always remember my dog Lucy!


In loving memory of Lucy Barr. 
Died June 18th 2011 at age 8 1/2.

School is over ☻ / Farewell Sky Valley :(

I am finished with school for the summer.

It was fun.

I started out way behind and finished ahead so I am thrilled for it to be over but at the same time I'm going to miss this school. I mean after all it was the first 'real' school I have ever gone to.

I started Sky Valley at age seven grade 2 and it was going to be my seventh year in the school till now.

I had some great times, some sad times, and some times when it was plain boring.

I will never forget the memories I made at Sky Valley, or the friends that I have made.

So I guess this is goodbye. I'll miss you SVEC.

Well I guess that is it for the school posts.

I will now start writing normal posts again.

And Happy early Summer! ☻

Say goodbye

Tomorrow is my last day of classes and school.

I will probably will never see some of my friends again.
It's tough to say goodbye when you have been together with your friends for so long.
I know to some I'm not too far away, but to me sometimes it is like a thousand miles away.
I now have pretty much grown up with alot of them, and I'm being torn away.

I don't know if I can survive without my friends supporting me.
It is so hard to say goodbye to family, because family is pretty much what we have become!

I don't know how to say goodbye anymore; I have run out of good ways to say goodbye.

I wish the world would just stop turning so things could stay the way they have always been for me, but of course that is nothing but a wish!

Saying goodbye is WAY harder then saying hello!

So I guess this is goodbye!
I promise to try not to cry!

FINALS

I really really really really dislike finals.

OR AS I AM DIEING TO SAY I HATE FINALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!»

NEXT WEEK IS THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL FOR ME AND I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 I am being random because I just finished my homework after four hours of work!!!!!!!!!!!

Can't wait for summer!!!!!

I'm counting the days now and I only have 8 more days left of school.

☻☺

Random images of boredom

Hope these make you smile like they did with me!!!!!

I'm trying to work on a cure for boredom, but so far I have nothing.

So I am so really really bored.

Good luck to all those with Finals!

They do terrible things to the brain!

School

 
Less then two weeks left of my school and I'm so physicked for it to be over.
My reasons

1. No more homework
2. No more stress
3. No more carrying heavy backpacks 
4. No more getting frustrated because I don't get the homework
5. No more fighting to get to school earlier
6. No more school drama
7. No more tear-filled nights

And finally No more school.
My reasons for wanting it to be over.

1. Camping
2. Sleeping in
3. Fun
4. Swimming
5. Friends
6. Life
7. No more textbooks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!